我以为,坚守天真单纯是不可能也是不允许的,成长不是一项可选的事业,而是河流汹涌的进程,几乎每个人都被不由分说地推搡前行。激流从来不给我们流连忘返的机会。很久以来,我都是与变化为敌的。不知从何时起患上了重度怀旧症,一病许多年,无药可医。在我眼中,过去的一切都美好无比,毫无道理可言。凡是一去不返的,即便曾经厌恶,也值得珍惜怀念。所有经历过的,都以各种方式给予我成长的养分,作为记忆,成为自己的一部分,必然难舍难分。就连高中那些压抑疲惫想要逃离的日子,现在看来,竟也都乐在其中。假期回家,重游故地或者重见故人,总是不由自主地想要找回“当年的感觉”:到那棵老树下站 I think it is neither possible nor acceptable not to stick to innocence. Growth is not an optional undertaking. It is a raging process of the river. Almost everyone is pushed forward unscrupulously. Rush never give us the chance to linger. For a long time, I have always been hostile to change. I do not know since from suffering from severe nostalgia, a disease for many years, no medicine. In my eyes, everything in the past is beautiful and unreasonable. Those who never return, even once disgusted, cherish the memory. All experienced nutrients that give me growth in various ways, as a part of memorizing and remembering, are inevitably difficult to distinguish. Even the days of high school that suppress exhaustion and want to flee, it now seems, actually also enjoyable. Vacation home, re-visit or re-see the old man, always involuntarily want to get back “the feeling of the year ”: to the old tree station