今年新带一个班已经满一百天了。这一百天里,多数时间我是与失望、焦虑、沮丧为伴的。我知道自己的心思,二十年的工作经历依然没有让我达到“宠辱不惊,闲看庭前花开花落;去留无意,漫随天外云卷云舒”的境界。在荣誉光环的笼罩下,担心领导、同事不满意,担心让家长失望,担心成绩不能第一,担心纪律不能最好,担心坐姿不 This year with a new class has been full of a hundred days. During this one hundred days, most of the time I am with disappointment, anxiety and frustration. I know my mind, two years of work experience still did not let me achieve “pet shameless, leisurely watching the front of the flowers bloom; no intention to leave, diffuse clouds cloud Shu ” realm. Under the halo of honor, worried leaders, colleagues are not satisfied, worried about disappointing parents, worried that the results can not be the first, worried about the discipline can not be the best, worried about sitting does not