在我小时候,父亲还没有戒烟,每次他口袋里烟盒空的时候,总是打发我去买烟,记得父亲那时抽的是几毛钱一盒的金丝猴。但每当家里来客人,他总会让我买一种叫红雪莲的本地香烟,因为这种烟在当时还算得上体面。如今,父亲早已下决心戒了烟,而红雪莲,也已停产,在父亲的记忆里,红雪莲是他年轻时的印记,对我来说,红雪莲只是一种熟悉而抽象的花。虽自小在东天山脚下长大,虽每天都能望见头顶的皑皑雪山,但在成人之前,我却从未亲眼见过那 When I was young, my father had not stopped smoking. Every time his cigarette box in his pocket was empty, he always sent me to buy cigarettes, remembering that his father was smoking a dime of boxes of golden gooses. But whenever I came to my house, he always asked me to buy a local cigarette called red lotus because it was decent at that time. Today, my father has long been determined to quit smoking, and red lotus, has also been discontinued, in his father’s memory, red snow lotus is a sign of his youth, for me, the snow lotus is only a familiar and abstract flowers. Although I grew up at the foot of the East Tianshan, I can see the top of the snow-capped mountains every day, but before I was adults, I had never seen it