我从《人民中国》杂志社回来,在家已近四年再也没有出去上班。为的是圆我心中已经做了很久的梦一个作艺术家的梦。可是开始一段时间却不知画什么。我有过在北京办两次画展的经历,但仍然是没有找到自己真正要表达的东西。我不甘心放弃画画的事业,不甘心在困惑中艰难度日,画画能关闭被动狭隘的思维拓宽发现自我。在朋友眼里我是要强的女性,可是我在学别人 I came back from “People’s China” magazine and have not been out to work for nearly four years at home. For the sake of the circle I have long been a dream for an artist’s dream. But for some time I did not know what to draw. I have had experience of running two art exhibitions in Beijing, but I still did not find what I really wanted to express. I am not willing to give up the cause of painting, unwilling to overcome difficulties in confusion, painting can close the passive narrow thinking to broaden the discovery of self. In the eyes of a friend, I am a strong woman, but I am learning from others