我想独自开启人生崭新的大门……而这一切只有通过出国留学才能实现。作者有话说:有些事,只有经历过,才会明白那些话中的意味。不打烊的麦当劳,圆嘟嘟的脸,所有第一次见我的人,都猜不对我的年龄。总想改变,却又不敢去尝试,不知道对某件事、某个人的付出是否值得。我想,我需要勇气让自己上路。①我想出国留学,这个伴随我多年的念头,随着年龄的增长越来越强烈。 I want to open my own new door to life alone ... And all this can only be achieved through studying abroad. The author has something to say: some things, only experienced, will understand the meaning of those words. Non-stop McDonald’s, round toot face, all the people who first met me, are not guessed about my age. Always want to change, but did not dare to try, do not know whether it is worthwhile for someone to pay for something. I think I need the courage to let myself go. ① I want to study abroad. The idea that accompanied me for many years grew stronger with my age.