坦率地说,法国女作家米歇尔·芒索所写的这本有关杜拉斯的回忆录《闺中女友》,最早吸引我的是米歇尔根据杜拉斯的年轻情人扬的口述录音整理出来的段落:“书恋。”几乎每个杜拉斯迷都知道了杜拉斯晚年的情爱“绯闻”。初相识时,杜拉斯已66岁,扬才27岁,两人的年龄相差差不多有40岁。在那张多次出现在杜拉斯作品集中的照片上,扬弯曲着身体,羞怯而软弱,一副易感的模样,而杜拉斯矮小而健壮,挺直腰板,缩着脖子,老而不衰,霸气十足。几乎所有的局外人都会认为这是场“畸恋”,是作家激情的不可理喻。有传言说扬本来就是同性恋,对杜拉斯生活上很照顾。在外人看来,他们的恋情理所当然可以想见是一种精神上的相互慰藉。 To be frank, the memoir “Du Girlfriend” written by the French writer Michel Mansour, which attracted me first, was Michelle’s oral recording based on Duras’s young lover Jan Out of the paragraph: “Book Love.” Almost every Duras fan knows Duras’s love affair in his later years, “Gossip.” At the beginning of acquaintance, Duras has 66 years old, Young is only 27 years old, two people are almost the same age 40 years. On the photograph that many times appeared in Duras’s collection, Young curled his body, shy and weak, a look that seemed suspicious, while Duras was dwarfed and sturdy with his back straight, his neck narrow, and his Not bad, domineering full. Almost all outsiders will think this is a “romance” and an irrational writer’s passion. There are rumors that Young was originally a homosexual, taking care of Duras’s life. In the eyes of outsiders, their love affair can of course be seen as a spiritual consolation.