叔父是位音乐教师,因此我从六岁起便跟随他苦习钢琴。大概是与艺术日夜交往的缘故,几年后的我竟会无由地多愁善感起来。整夜飘飞的思绪里,都是一些难以自行明了的问题。例如,总是想不起三岁之前的旧事。于是,我竭力地探索,为何我会想不起三岁之前的事呢?越是想不起来,心里就越发恐慌,仿佛完整无瑕的人生中,有三年的记忆与痕迹陡然消失了。这茫茫的空白,困扰着我,让我时时心生疑虑。 The uncle is a music teacher, so I started to learn the piano from the age of six. Probably the reason for the interaction with the day and night art, a few years later, I actually could not help feeling sentimental. Thoughts floated all night long, are some difficult to understand their own problems. For example, always remember the old things before the age of three. So, I tried my best to explore why I could not remember what happened before I was 3. The more I could not recall myself, the more I became alarmed. As if there were three complete memories and traces disappearing suddenly in immaculate life. This vast blank, bothering me, let me always suspicious.