1992年10月14日秦牧病故了。从那以后,我每年都清晰地记着这一天,一周年、两周年……至今8年过去了。一个松花江畔的读者与珠江岸边的作家的30多年情结,未曾在报刊上披露过。不,也曾写过一篇访问记,但杂志社未选用,后来稿和照片都丢了。我当时不以为意,秦牧是名人,许多人写了他,我说不说无关紧要。后来有人告诉我:“秦牧在书中写了你,你知道吗?”我说不知道。但歉疚之情,却总潜藏在心底。 On October 14, 1992, Qin Mu died. Since then, every year I have clearly remembered this day, the first and second anniversary... 8 years have passed. A 30-year-long complex of readers on the banks of the Songhua River and writers on the banks of the Pearl River has never been disclosed in the press. No, there was an interview written, but the magazine did not use it. Later drafts and photos were lost. I did not think at that time. Qin Mu was a celebrity. Many people wrote him. I didn’t say it didn’t matter. Later, someone told me: “Qin Mu wrote you in the book, do you know?” I said I did not know. However, the apology is always hidden in my heart.