涅槃本是佛家术语,指修炼的最高境界,也是寂灭、死亡的代名词。丁玲病重时曾说:“我肯定能成佛。”因而把涅槃一词借用于此。丁玲去世已经十五年了。作为十五年前一些事件的当事人,我把亲眼所见亲耳所闻亲身所历,依据笔记如实记录在这里,借以表达我对死者的悼念之情,或许也能给生者以遐想和某种启迪。 Nirvana is the Buddhist term, refers to the highest level of cultivation, but also synonymous with death, death. When Ding Ling was ill, she said: “I can certainly become a Buddha. ” Therefore borrow the word nirvana here. Ding Ling has been fifteen years dead. As a party to some events fifteen years ago, I gave my own personal experience of my own dearest ones and recorded them in a true note to express my condolences about the deceased, and perhaps also give the living person a reverie and a Kind of inspiration.