曾经存在于我生命中的每一个人,必定都有TA存在的理由。在我还没有弄清楚之前,我不愿意忘记;在我还没有老得掉牙之前,我不愿意忘记。我是个时常手揽回忆以至于难以睡去的人,很疲惫,但是又努力地想从一片混沌凌乱中找到线索,找到出路,给过去的某些遗憾一个合理的解释。那时,我注册了第一个博客,陆陆续续改过很多名字。即使是在网络上,我也不断用躲避来隐藏自己;就因为是在网络上,虚幻、真实,都无所谓。于是我一次次地“重 Everyone who once existed in my life must have reason for TA’s existence. Before I have figured it out, I do not want to forget; I did not want to forget until I was too old to get lost. I am tired, but I try hard to find clues in chaos and chaos, find a way out and give some reasonable explanations for some of the past regrets. At that time, I registered my first blog and changed many names one after another. Even on the web, I keep hiding myself to hide myself; it does not matter because it’s online, unreal, true. So I time and again ”heavy