父亲老了。老了的父亲逢人便说起我的好来,在亲戚、在朋友、在村上人的面前。这在以前,可是从来没有过的事情。我是父亲的儿子,我真的有父亲说的那么好吗?其实,父亲在我的心里一直是纠结的,我想写一写我的父亲——心里有话要说,可却又不知道该怎样去说……按照传统的伦理,是应该父爱如山的。然而,在我的记忆深处,父亲和我简直就是一对冤家。多少次,我努力地想从记忆里改变对父亲的形象,但都是徒劳的。从过去到现在,几十 Father is old. Every old man talked about my good come, relatives, friends, in front of Murakami. It was never before before. I am the father’s son, I really have his father so good? In fact, his father has been tangled in my heart, I want to write about my father - there are words to say, but do not know How to say ... ... According to the traditional ethics, it should be fatherly. However, in my memory, my father and I are just a pair of friends. How many times, I try my best to change the image of my father from memory, but it is futile. From the past to the present, dozens