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孤独不是一个可以随便使用的词语,它其实是一种荒野无灯的境界。最近,我真的不幸而又有幸地尝到了它的滋味。很长的一段时间,我一直处在人生的谷底,无法看见前面的路,无法触摸到生命流淌的方向。这让我很痛苦,很牵绊,很无所适从。我在“出”与“入”的困境中,几番彳亍,几番挣扎,想找到自己内心最真实的答案,我实在是一个不怕苦不怕累的雷厉风行的人,我喜欢不断攀登,喜欢时时能触摸到自己活着的证据,即使常常一败涂地。我无法随遇而安,安于那种不痛不痒、不悲不喜的知足生活,因为这样我成为了“异类”。
Loneliness is not a casual word, it is actually a wilderness without light. Recently, I really unlucky but fortunate enough to taste its taste. For a long time, I have been in the bottom of my life, can not see the way ahead, can not touch the direction of life flowing. This makes me very painful, very tied, very confused. I am in “out ” and “into ” in the predicament, several times, struggling, trying to find the most true answer to my heart, I am really not afraid of hard-working and vigorous people, I like Keep climbing, like to always touch the evidence of their own lives, even though often fail. I can not go along with everything, live in that kind of insatiable, do not sad do not like contentment of life, because I became “alien ”.