失眠已久。每到深夜,只得放一张CD,也是我多年来惟一拥有的一张。是林忆莲的《Sandy》。碟中有15首歌曲《至少还有你》、《伤痕》还有《此情可待成追忆》……价位虽是那种很一般的,那桔红色的表面却像曾经温暖的爱情颜色。现在带给我的却是难以言说的伤痛。 我曾试着忘记那段往事。有一段日子,我固执地以为不再听这张CD,我就能回到那段爱情的前面,后来我才发现,这已不可能。因为在盈盈的泪光中,往事还是无情地侵袭了我的记忆。 那张CD是他去韩国前送给我的,那年我生日,他把那张碟子夹在一大堆写满誓言的贺卡与鲜花之间,从身后激情洋溢地递到我的面前。然后抱着我,说:是你喜欢的林忆莲。然后又说着缠绵的言辞。那是我在另一个城市里经历的第一次爱情,也是多年来惟一的一次爱情。 Insomnia has been a long time. Every late night, only put a CD, but also the only one I have for many years. Sandy Sandy. There are 15 songs in the album “at least you”, “scars” and “this is something to be recalled.” Although the price is very general, then the orange-red surface is like a warm love color. Now it is unspeakable pain that has been brought to me. I tried to forget that period. For some time, I stubbornly thought I would not listen to this CD again, and I would be back in front of that love, and then I realized that it was impossible. Because in the surplus of tears, the past or relentless invasion of my memory. The CD was sent to me before he went to South Korea. That year, my birthday, he put the plate between a pile of oaths of greeting cards and flowers, from behind passionately handed to me. Then hold me and say: is your favorite Sandy. Then talk about touching words. That was the first love I experienced in another city, and it was the only love in many years.