一 直到我被邀请参加柏林电影节评奖委员会之前,我一向坚信:人生最大的快事就是当上电影节的评委。我先后当过戛纳、圣塞瓦斯蒂安、巴塞罗那电影节的评委;每次我都确信:幸福不是幻想,而是可以触摸的现实。我喜欢电影,每天看上四五部电影,哪怕是坏片子,也是完全忍受得了的事情(这并不是每人都能忍受得了的;1975年,在戛纳,评委中有位同伴、黎巴嫩诗人 Until I was invited to the Berlin Film Awards Committee, I had always believed that the greatest thing in my life was to become a film judge. I’ve been a judge at the Cannes, San Sebastian, Barcelona film festivals; every time I am convinced that happiness is not a fantasy but a touchable reality. I like movies. I watch four or five movies a day, even if it’s a bad movie. It’s something I can not bear to endure. (In 1975, there was a companion in Cannes, the Lebanese poet