连荣华有一双手、两个肾。这双裂口的手靠搬砖、刷砂浆把两个儿子拉扯进大学,两个肾却救不了两个患了尿毒症的儿子。像是电影《唐山大地震》中被一块建材板压住的两个孩子,救一个就要放弃另一个,她想让老天替她做决定,到处求佛、找大师开解。不止一次,对着工棚里的电视机、黑洞洞的屋顶、手中粘着的鞋面、剁着的地瓜叶、记者的采访本、摄像机镜头,这位黑瘦的母亲嘴角下撇,流下眼 Lian Ronghua has both hands, two kidneys. This pair of cleft hand moved brick, brushing the two sons pulled into the university, two kidneys can not save two suffering from uremic son. Like the movie “Tangshan Earthquake,” a piece of building materials pressed by the two children, to save one will give up the other, she wants God to make her decision, seeking Buddhism everywhere, looking for a master solution. More than once, against the TV in the shed, the roof of a dark hole, the sticky upper of the hand, the sweet potato leaf chopped, the interviewer’s press, the camera lens, the black-skinned mother,