我总是到了非常无聊的时候才去画画,这话听起来似乎不太艺术,但事实就是这样。 这倒不是说画画是件无聊的事,或者是要画些无聊的画,不是这样的,我看到有些冬烘画家总是一本正经,满脸乡愁,精神兮兮的样子,感到有些假。于是,趁我现在是谈自己,而不是谈规律,就有话直说了。其实我总觉得艺术是没什么规律的,艺术只能是独特的纯粹个人的体验,所以,把它说出来,先不管损益如何,要紧的是别当规律看。 我画画不是出于职业或责任感,而只是一种需要,在那里我感到充实,能忘我地投入,能说出我的感觉,而这是我用其它方式无法表达的;当然了,顺便也就忘了那个无聊。也就是这样。形象一点说,就好像喝了酒之后的那种沉醉,那种自由、放松、充实的感觉,我喜欢这种感觉,不知道别人是否也是这样。 ……那天,我感到了这种无聊,我非得画点什么才行！没有计划,也没有构思,想画于是就画了。身边有几本画册,一些书,我把想到看到的东西无序地堆在了纸上——小 I always drew a picture when it was very boring, but it did not sound like art, but that was the case. This is not to say that drawing is a boring thing, or to draw boring paintings, not like this. I have seen some winter painters are always serious, nostalgic and spiritually fatigued, feeling fake. So, while I am talking about myself now, not about the law, I have something to say. Actually, I always think that art is no law. Art can only be a unique and purely personal experience. Therefore, it should be said first that regardless of the profit and loss, it is important not to look at the law. I do not draw a job or a sense of responsibility, but just a need, where I feel fulfilled, forgetful, invested in, and I can not say otherwise. Of course, by the way I forgot that boring. That’s it. In the image, it’s like the kind of indulgence after drinking, the kind of feeling of freedom, relaxation, and fulfillment. I like this feeling. I do not know whether other people are like that either. ... ... that day, I feel this boring, I have to draw something Caixing! There is no plan, no idea, so I drew it. There are several books around, some books, I put the thought of seeing something disorderly piled on the paper - small