高中联考的前一天,我站在四楼公寓阳台,俯看那方冲洗干净的天井,想像千百种下坠的方式。如同一片羽毛,或者一个西瓜?其实,缺乏的只是决心罢了。纵身一跃,遂在风中摆脱可以预期的所有失败与挫折。然而,终究没有痛下那样的决心。因为连这样简单的事都办不成,十四岁的我,怨天怨地 One day before the high school entrance exam, I stood on the balcony of the fourth floor apartment and looked down at the flushed patio on the other side. Imagine thousands of ways to fall. Like a feather, or a watermelon? In fact, the lack of determination is nothing more than nothing. Jumping in and out of the air, you can get rid of all the failures and setbacks you can expect in the wind. However, after all, there is no such determination. Because even such a simple matter cannot be accomplished, the 14-year-old I complained