记得丈夫刚干上警察,穿着那身黄色警服在我跟前足足晃了两天。他知道我崇尚军人,在报社多年主编政法版,对军警政法一往情深,写的稿子也最出彩。就连当初结婚时,我也不无惆怅地对他戏言:你为什么不是军人呢? 听妈妈说,我四岁那年随她在株洲生活。一天晚上,我随人去看电影,走失了,是两位解放军叔叔打问了无数的人才找到妈妈她们那家大型军工企业集体宿舍,当时已是深夜12点,我在一位解放军叔叔怀里睡得一脸烂漫。童心如镜,从此摄下了对军绿色的信赖和莫名的眷恋。上小学四年级,我们住的大杂院,经常有一个美丽婀娜的女孩子与一位年轻英武的军人并肩出入。女孩是县里一家工厂的宣传队员,军人是县武装部派往地方支左的一位参谋。不知为啥,一看到他们,我那撒丫子满地疯的野劲儿顿时收敛了,昂着小脸一脸庄重,和他们擦肩而过,从上仰的眼角余光我看到年轻的参谋眼睛平视前方从不旁鹜。为此,我会老半天闷闷不乐。再逢同伴讲起那女孩的美丽,我嘴角一撒,心里有一个攒足了劲的愿望;等我长大了,也要像她那么美丽。 17岁,一次美丽的旅行应心灵之约如期而至。高中刚毕业,我第一次回河南老家探亲。在那个动荡的岁月,火车上一个孤独娇小的女孩很快引起了大家的注意。对座的一位解放军主动过来和我搭讪,问我是哪儿 I remember her husband just got on the police, wearing that yellow uniform in front of me a full two days. He knows that I respect the military, edited the political and legal version for many years at the newspaper, and worked hard on the military, police and political affairs to write down manuscripts. Even when I was married, I would not hesitate to joke about him: Why are not you a soldier? Listen to my mother said that when I was four years old, she lived in Zhuzhou. One night I went to see the movie, lost, the two Liberation Army uncle called countless talent to find their mother that their large military enterprises dormitory was late at midnight, I was in the arms of a People’s Liberation Army uncle Sleepy look of a brilliant face. Innocence as a mirror, from which taken a military green trust and inexplicable attachment. In the fourth grade of primary school, we live in the compound, often have a beautiful graceful girl and a young British military side by side. Girls are propaganda team members of a factory in the county. Soldiers are a staff member of the county armed department who is dispatched to the left side of the county. I do not know why, when I saw them, my wild maniac, who ran wild, suddenly fell asleep, solemnly holding his face, and passing them through the corner of his eyes, I saw young Staff eyes never looked square ahead. To this end, I will be half-time sullen. Then every fellow talked about the girl’s beauty, I spread my mouth, my heart has a full desire to save; waiting for me to grow up, but also like her so beautiful. At the age of 17, a beautiful trip should come on schedule with the soul. Just graduated from high school, my first visit to his hometown in Henan relatives. In that turbulent years, a lonely petite girl on the train quickly caught everyone’s attention. A liberation army here came up to me and asked me where I was