现在回想起来,那时仿佛有一块其大无比的黑布,笼罩着我的全部幼年时代的天空。我有眼睛,但看不到光亮。一切都是黑暗,没有太阳,没有月亮,也没有鲜花和云彩。我那时已经懂事,也有了属于自己的记忆,但一切记忆似乎都是黯淡的。父亲失业了,大哥也没有工作。多子女的家庭,我们没有收入.只能靠典当过日子。可是,一个贫穷的市民家庭,能够典当的又能有些什么呢!我记得,那苦难是无边无际的,今天过了不知有明天,饥饿和贫穷是我的幼年生活的全部。 Looking back now, it seemed that there was an immense black cloth that enveloped all my childhood days. I have eyes but I don't see light. Everything is dark, there is no sun, no moon, no flowers and no clouds. I was already sensible and had my own memory, but all memory seemed to be bleak. My father was unemployed and her older brother did not work. In families with many children, we have no income. We can only rely on pawns. However, a poor civic family can have something to pawn. I remember that the suffering was endless. Today I do not know that tomorrow, hunger and poverty are all my childhood life.