我曾是一个性情开朗活泼的少女,最难以忍受的就是孤独。孤独有时像一头凶猛的野兽,无情地张着血盆大口,吞噬着我每一根感情上的神经。我发现自从步入青春期后,一些男同学也似乎意识到了什么,他们都有意或无意地与我疏远起来,而此时却正是我最渴望交往的时候。 I was a cheerful and lively girl, the most unbearable is loneliness. Lonely sometimes like a ferocious beast, mercilessly holding a bloody mouth, devouring each of my emotional nerves. I have found that some male students also seem to be aware of something since I first got into adolescence. All of them are alienated from me intentionally or unintentionally, and this is the time when I most desire to socialize.