他说我不自尊自爱……所有伪装的勇敢,在那一刻崩溃如泥。1刚考上二中高中部时,我郁闷死了。中考发挥不佳,我以1分的差距没考上一中。心里憋闷,从第一天的军训起,我就萎靡不振。军训无聊,特别是原地定型站军姿时,一站就是半小时。只是在这漫长的半小时里,身体不动,眼睛却是 He said that I don’t self-respect and self-love... all disguised bravery crumbled at that moment. 1 I was depressed when I was admitted to the middle school and middle school. The examination did not perform well. I did not pass the one-point gap. My heart was depressed. From the first day of military training, I was sluggish. Military training is boring, especially when standing in a military position in the field, one stop is half an hour. Only in this long half-hour, my body is not moving but my eyes are