1他在草原上长大,不知道父亲是谁。但他知道母亲是谁:一个曾经灿若桃花,后来变得面黄肌瘦的妇女。她在草原上的帐篷里生了他,又在风风雨雨中把他养大。十二岁那年,她托付他的舅舅送他进了寺院,去当阿克(和尚)。五年后,她忽然得了一种怪病,脸色黑黄,越来越瘦,后来就死了。因为是病亡之躯,那肉身就不能一块一块地被老鹰叼走,于是只好被燃烧着的松木慢慢吃尽,成为一罐白色的灰烬,撒在了她生前爱过又恨过的地方。她的离开,让他感觉到了痛苦的滋味:心总是揪在一起 1 He grew up in the steppes and did not know who his father was. But he knew who his mother was: a woman who had become a peach and became pale and thinner. She gave birth to him in the tent on the prairie and raised him in the storm. At the age of twelve, she entrusted his uncle to send him into the monastery and go to Ark (monk). Five years later, she suddenly got a strange disease, his face black and yellow, more and more thin, and later died. Because it was the body of death, the flesh could not be taken away by the eagle one by one, so he had to be exhausted by the burning pine and became a white can of ash, scattered in the places she had loved and hated . Her departure, let him feel the painful taste: the heart is always pulling together