“我这一生,写了好多书,到了晚年,因为亲身经历面对‘生老病死’其中的三项‘老、病、死’感触太多,过程之痛苦、煎熬,只能用‘惨烈’两字来形容。我觉得我有使命要把它写出来。”“从此,我对鑫涛放手了。再见!鑫涛!只希望你的儿女,对于你身后事的交代,能够彻底执行!如果连那个也做不到,我也只能为你 I wrote a lot of books in my life, in my later years, because of personal experience in the face of ’old and sick’ of which three ’old, sick, dead’ feel too much, the pain of the process, suffering, can only be ’tragic’ two Words to describe .I think I have a mission to write it out. ”" Since then, I Xintai let go. Goodbye! Xintao! Only hope your children, for the account of your own affairs, can be fully implemented! If you can not even that, I can only for you