我是一个性格内向的女生,成绩在班里中上等。中学时,我的成绩总是班里第一,老师经常夸奖我,同学也很羡慕我。但进入现在的中专后,我发现其他同学的成绩也很好,我再也不是班里最好的了,尽管我也努力学习,可总不能使自己的成绩出类拔萃。我觉得自己不是学习的料,后来,我发现自己什么都不行:每次考试前,我都会担心自己不及格;我不想和同学交往,不敢在全班同学面前说话,也不想参加集体活动,我害怕自己出丑。有时别人问我话,我甚至会张口结舌。我羡慕别人在交往中的从容。我原来是那么的自信,现在怎么会如此畏缩? I am a introverted girl with the highest grade in the class. High school, my grade is always the first class, the teacher often praised me, my classmates also envy me. However, after I entered the current secondary school, I found out that the performance of other students is also very good. I am no longer the best in the class. Although I also study hard, I can not make my achievements outstanding. I think I was not learning materials, and later, I found myself doing nothing: before each exam, I will worry about their own failure; I do not want to socialize with classmates, afraid to speak in front of classmates, do not want to participate in group activities, I am afraid to be foolish. Sometimes people ask me, I will even tongue-tied. I envy others calmly in communication. I was so confident, how could I be so cringe?