那一年,我十七岁,情绪状态如同远方夜幕中起伏不定的黑色山峰一样。不记得是为什么,青春的魔杖,操纵着我的身体和灵魂。由春入秋,由夏入冬,我做了整整一年的“双面人”! 今天想来,觉得荒唐,却又不得不承认它的真实与存在,宛如我生命之树延展中的一枝枝桠,一圈年轮,闪耀着成长的光泽;又觉得愧疚,那段经历,曾留给我至亲至爱的父母怎样的伤害。当时就是那 That year, I was seventeen and had the same emotional state as the undulating black peaks of the distant night. Can not remember why, youthful wand, manipulate my body and soul. From spring to autumn, from the summer into the winter, I did a full year of “double-sided people!” I think today, I feel absurd, but I have to admit its true and existence, like a branch of my life tree extension, A ring of rings, shining the luster of growth; also feel guilty, that experience, had left me dear loved parents how hurt. It was then