有几种笑会让我惊心动魄,吓得连呼吸都不敢出声,这些怪异的笑声,有时还是我亲口发出的。当一位极亲密的朋友忽然说出一句冷酷无情冰一般的话来,而且他自己还不知道他说得会使人心寒,这时候,我只能哈哈哈莫名其妙地笑了。因为若是不笑,叫我怎么样好呢?我这个强笑,或者是出于听到他这句冷语所显露的真正性格和我先前所认为的他的性格相矛盾,或者是因为我要勉强这么一笑来表示我是不会为他的话所震动。但是那时,我只觉得不好不这么大笑一声,所以才笑,实在也没有闲暇去仔细分析自己了。 There are a few kinds of laughter that make me startled and scared to breath even without breathing. These weird laughs are sometimes made by my own lips. When a close friend suddenly uttered a cruel ice-cold words, and he himself did not know that he would make people chilling, this time, I can only Ha ha ha inexplicably laughed. Because if it does not laugh, how can I call it? My strong laugh, or the real character revealed by the cold language I heard, contradicts what I had previously thought of him or because I want I barely smiled to show that I would not shake his words. But at that time, I only felt that I was not so laughed, so I just laughed and did not really have time to analyze myself carefully.