东东和西西: 最近,我被安排去相亲,认识了一个30岁的男人。事业有成,口若悬河,是我对他的印象:没有喜欢或者讨厌,是我对他的感觉。和他相处了三个月。他说去喝咖啡,我就去;他说去打网球,我就去;他说去……我们相处的时候,他是主动的,我是被动的,而我似乎也渐渐习惯这样的安排。我不喜欢他,可是开始依赖他,愿意享受不动脑子的快乐。但是,我心里也有挣扎。我想要一份美好的爱情,毕竟才24岁。我觉得把心思放在这样一个让我心无波澜的人身上似乎是浪费时间。我几次想结束我们的关系,可是发现自己越陷越深。何况,我有很 Eastern and Western: Recently, I was arranged to blind date, met a 30-year-old man. Successful career, eloquent, is my impression of him: no like or hate, I feel for him. Get along with him for three months. He said going to drink coffee, I went to; He said to play tennis, I went to; He said go ... When we get along, he is active, I am passive, and I seem to get used to this arrangement. I do not like him, but began to rely on him, willing to enjoy the joy of mindless. However, I also struggled in my heart. I want a beautiful love, after all, only 24 years old. I think it’s a waste of time to focus on such a heart-warming person. Several times I want to end our relationship, but find myself deeper and deeper. Moreover, I have a lot