1990年党员重新登记开始后,党支部整顿积极分子队伍,与写过入党申请书的同志逐一谈话。我也在内。10年间,1980年,我参加北京市建筑业技术比武,获得技术能手称号。我兴奋不已,趁热打铁,写了一份入党申请书,心想准能入。谁想一晃10年,却还在门外。我的心像黄花菜凉了,抱怨组织上不重视我,看不见我的优点,时冷时热;瞧瞧周围党员,也觉得有的还不如我,越比越灰心,越比越往下出溜。 After the re-registration of party members began in 1990, the party branches rectified the ranks of the activists and talked one after another with comrades who wrote the application for joining the party. I am also included. In 10 years, in 1980, I participated in the competition of construction technology in Beijing and won the title of technical expert. I am very excited, strike while the iron strike, wrote a party to join the application, I thought I could enter. Who wants to flash 10 years, but still outside. My heart like lily cold, complain about the organization does not attach importance to me, can not see my strengths, hot and cold; look around the party members, but also feel that some not as good as me, the more the more discouraged, the more out of the slide out .