“最美的愿望一定最疯狂/我就是我自己的神/在我活的地方。”也许这是一首老掉牙的励志歌曲,但能从外物上得到点力量是一件特别奢侈的事,又何须管它老不老?高中复读的一年我只用一个牌子的笔芯,只听一首歌——《倔强》。那一年对任何事都偏执得近乎发疯。能使我们清醒的,只有自己。能让我们膜拜的,也只有自己这个神。我在歌声里写着数学题,因为数学是我的心头恨啊。如果没有歌曲带来的那么一点安慰和赏赐,估计我会粗暴地把数学练习册撕烂扔进垃圾桶。高三的时候就曾发生 “The most beautiful desire must be the most crazy / I am my own god / where I live.” Maybe this is an old-fashioned inspirational song, but it can be extravagant to get some extraneous things , Why should it be old? The year of high school repetition I only use one brand of refills, just listen to a song - “stubborn.” The year was almost crazy for everything. Can make us sober, only myself. Let us worship, and only their God. I wrote a math question in my song because math was my heart hate. Without the comfort and rewards of the songs, it is estimated that I would rudely throw the math exercise book in the trash. High school happened once