一整个童年时代,我最畏惧的一件事就是回老家。老家在山东省沂南县的一个贫穷落后的小山村,位于沂蒙山腹地,距离我们生活的小城整整100公里。100公里,现在看来实在算不得有多远,可是在20世纪80年代,却是极其遥远的一段距离。车站每天只有早上六点的一班车发往老家。每年正月初八的早上五点钟,我便早早地被妈妈从被窝中拉起来,手忙脚乱地穿衣吃饭。五点半之前是一定要出门的—那天一定要赶回去,因为初九是 One of my worst fears during an entire childhood is to go back home. The hometown is a poor and backward small mountain village in Yinan County, Shandong Province, located in the hinterland of Yimeng Mountain, a hundred kilometers from the town where we live. 100 kilometers, it seems really not really how far, but in the 1980s, but it is a very far distance. Station every day only six in the morning a car sent home. At five o’clock in the morning on the eighth day of the first lunar month, I was pulled out of my bed early by my mom and clutteredly dressed for dinner. Before half-past five is sure to go out - that day must be hurried back, because the first nine is