表面看去:我正当年,高学历,没准是将来社会的精英,可是内心里却怀着一事无成的卑微感……填志愿时误打误撞地就报了中文。好友笑说,从此诗词歌赋,不是学者就是作家了。毕业后,才知道中文可以学到博大精深,也可以学个百无一用,全在个人了。但我偏就是平庸之人,既不落后,却也带着对文学的畏惧之心徘徊在它的边缘,始终靠它不近。大学期间,系里的文学青年就让我相形见绌,动辄引用尼采与《圣经》的思想,从哲学角度透视社会和世界,用文学的激情追问理想与现实。有一次,我无意间谈起做学生干 On the surface: I was the same year, highly educated, may be the future elite society, but in the heart but with a humble sense of accomplishment ... ... Volunteers were mistakenly reported on the Chinese. Friends laugh, since poetry, not a scholar is a writer. After graduation, I learned that Chinese can learn profound, you can learn to use everything, all in the individual. But I am a mediocre person, neither behind nor with the fear of literature hovering at its edge, always by its close. During my college years, I was dwarfed by literary youth in my department. I frequently quoted Nietzsche and the Bible as a whole, looking at society and the world from a philosophical perspective and using the passion of literature to search for the ideal and the reality. Once, I inadvertently talk about doing student work