一所有机器都以为我死了,上士还在病房门口拦着他们,说我是个孩子,是不小心睡着了,要他们再等一等。当时,我不是睡着了。我要走了。前路总是未知,过去更加令人迷茫,我回头望了望。我叫张川。取这名字,父亲是希望我不回头。这是父亲厌恶甚至憎恨故乡的唯一痕迹。我也曾憎恨家乡,如同曾憎恨父亲。高中毕业后,我没回过家。大学毕业后,我在渝东南一个偏远山村当社工,主要工作是陪 When all the machines thought I was dead, the sergeant stopped them at the ward’s door and said I was a child who fell asleep accidentally and asked them to wait for a second. At that time, I was not asleep. I gotta go. The front is always unknown, the past is more confusing, I looked back. My name is Zhang Chuan. Take this name, my father is hoping I do not look back. This is the only sign that his father hates or even hates his hometown. I also hated my hometown as I hated my father. After high school, I did not go home. After graduating from college, I was a social worker in a remote mountain village in southeastern Chongqing. My main job was to accompany her