我20岁以前的生活主要是在内陆的一座县城。20世纪80年代的县城,还谈不上什么文化氛围,“思想启蒙”亦无从听说;跟首都、省城的风起云涌比起来,中原闭塞的深处属于不折不扣的边疆。县城里获得知识有几个来源,一是学校里面系统化的植入,二是家人朋友的经验性、事务性的传授。这两者占据了我的大部分生活,影响却难说持久。让我沉迷的是第三种来源,那就是社会上的“杂书”。“杂书”的来 My life before the age of 20 was mostly inland in a county seat. In the 1980s, there was still no cultural atmosphere in the county seat of the 1980s. Nor did “enlightenment” come into being. Compared with the turbulent flow of the capital and the provincial capital, the depths of the Central Plains occlusion belonged to the real frontier. There are several sources of knowledge gained in the county, one is systematic implantation of the school inside, the other is the experience of family and friends, transactional teaching. These two occupy most of my life, but hard to say lasting effect. Let me addicted to the third source, that is, social “miscellaneous books ”. “Miscellaneous books ” to