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以前,一直有一个很大的问题困扰着我,那就是——我不漂 亮。作为一个女孩子,我当然希望我是人群中最引人注目的那一 个。我也曾试过很多方法想改变自己,但终究徒劳——我还是长 得不漂亮。 进入初中,这种自卑感越发强烈了,因为班中有一个长得很 漂亮而且成绩又好的女生。在与她的一次次竞争中,我没有一次 获得过成功,一时间,我感到自己真的太失败了,周围的一张张脸 似乎都在笑话我的长相与无能！对,就是长相！我将我所有的怨恨 都撒到了这一张张脸上,一时间我的人际关系显得特别紧张。我 烦恼——我主宰不了自己。
In the past, there has always been a big problem that bothers me, and that is - I don’t float. As a girl, I certainly hope that I am the most compelling person in the crowd. I also tried many ways to change myself, but in the end I was in vain — I still don’t look pretty. Entering junior high school, this feeling of inferiority became stronger, because there was a beautiful and well-performing girl in the class. In the competition with her once and for all, I didn’t once succeeded. For a time, I felt that I was really failing. The faces around me seemed to be laughing at my looks and incompetence! Yes, it looks like! I spread all my grudges on this piece of my face. For a time, my relationships are particularly tense. I worry - I can’t dominate myself.