常常会觉得自己孤苦可怜,融入不到人群之中,自己把自己排挤到一个黑暗的境地。本就很差的与人相处能力还在日益下降,始终与他人隔绝着一层无法逾越的屏障。我忘记多久没有完整地看过一篇小说,即使看也是随手翻过几页之后就放下了。脑袋越来越空,堆积的养分逐渐地土崩瓦解,像是少了些什么,再也提不起读书的兴趣。有时候强迫自己去读,也是徒劳无功,觉得枯燥无味,还不如发呆来得兴奋。 Often feel lonely and poor, into less than the crowd, themselves pushed themselves to a dark place. The poor ability to get along with people is still declining, always with others isolated an insurmountable barrier. I forgot how long I had not read a novel completely, even after I read a few pages. Head empty, accumulation of nutrients gradually fall apart, like what less, no longer mention the interest of reading. Sometimes forced to read, but also futile, I feel boring, not as good as a daze to be excited.