1955年,我的父亲出生在山东省德州市宁津县农村,1969年参军,在原炮兵第十师203团服役。那个年代参军第一年不能与家里通信,在农村老家的爷爷奶奶也不知道儿子去了哪里当兵。1969年中苏关系恶化,珍宝岛战役爆发,两国在边境陈兵百万,我父亲随部队开拔到黑龙江省抚远县驻守。我问父亲当时害怕打仗吗?父亲给我讲了一件当年真实发生的事。有位战友害怕到前线作战,在后勤班砍柴做饭时,故意用斧头砍下了一段手指,血涌如注,父亲匆忙 In 1955, my father was born in the countryside of Ningjin County, Dezhou City, Shandong Province. He joined the army in 1969 and served in the 203rd Regiment of the 10th Artillery Corps. That year the first year of joining the army can not communicate with the home, grandparents in rural areas do not know where his son went to the army. The deteriorating relations between China and the Soviet Union in 1969, the outbreak of the Zhenbao Island campaign and the millions of soldiers at the border between the two countries led by my father stationed in Fuyuan County, Heilongjiang Province. I asked my father was afraid to fight at the time? My father told me a thing happened that year. One comrade in arms feared fighting at the frontline and deliberately cutting off a finger with an ax while he was cooking in a logistics class. His blood was pouring out and his father was in a hurry.