代序在那令人担惊受怕的叶若夫年代,有十七个月我是在排队探监中度过的.一天,有人把我“认出来了”.排在我身后那个嘴唇毫无血色的女人,她虽然从未听说过我的名字,却突然从我们大家特有的麻木状态中苏醒过来,在我耳边低声问道(在那个地方人人都是悄声说话的):“您能把这个都写出来吗?” Preface In the alarming Yeovh era, I was in a queue for prison visits for seventeen months, and one day someone “recognized me.” The unspoken woman behind me Though she had never heard of my name, she suddenly woke up from the numbness we all had and whispered in my ears (where everyone is whispering): “You can Write this out? ”