一般来说,我不会贸贸然落笔。比起倾诉,我更愿意把大部分的时间花在观察和思索上——看着蔚蓝而洁净的天空,看着教室窗外的学生,看着人行道上贩卖的樱桃,我止不住去思考生活的种种。就如莫扎特认为音乐是件甜美的苦役,与我而言,写作就是那桩甜美的、难以卸下的苦役,写作着实让我痛并快乐着。一旦捏住黑色水性笔,直视桌上白得无辜的纸张,我就变得神经质。开头,最痛苦的就是开头。最初的三四行是一场劫难,想好了——要落笔了——心中一颤——推翻重来,这 In general, I will not trade at hand. I prefer to spend most of my time observing and thinking more than talking - looking at the blue and clean sky, looking at the students outside the classroom window, looking at the cherries on the sidewalk, I can not stop thinking about life All kinds of. Just as Mozart thinks music is a bitter hardcore, writing is, in my case, a sweet, hard-to-remove hardcore job that actually hurts me and makes me happy. Once I pinch my black water-based pen and look straight on the white, innocent paper on the desk, I become neurotic. At the beginning, the pain is the beginning. The first three or four lines is a catastrophe, think of it - to write down - mind Yi Chan - to overthrow the heavy, this