我难以忘记邻班女孩J看我的眼神,那种傲慢与自信让我无法接受。但面对一次次的成绩,我竟然无言以对。J凭着她灵秀和聪慧几次登上第一的宝座。为了和她一样自信,我早起晚睡,疯狂的上各种补习班,刻苦勤奋,但终究无济于事。我感到,在她面前我是自卑的,我曾一度消沉,怀疑自己的智力是否真的不如J? I can not forget my neighbor girl J look at my eyes, that kind of arrogance and self-confidence I can not accept. But in the face of time and again the results, I actually speechless. J with her splendid and intelligent ascend the throne several times. In order to be as confident as her, I go to bed early and late, crazy on various cram school, hardworking, but in no way does anything. I feel that in front of her I am inferiority, I was once depressed, doubt their intelligence is really better than J?