人到中年,我发现,我的胆量越来越小了。我害怕失业。如果我失去了工作,没有了收入来源,孩子的上学费用靠什么支付?拿什么来赡养我乡下的老母亲?我也害怕生病。如果我病倒了,那年老的母亲将何等焦急?我的妻子要一边上班,一边忙家务,还要赶到医院照顾我,她如何应付得了这一切?我还害怕坐牢。虽然我从没有想过杀人放火,贪污受贿,但如果因为我不小心失足做下了违法犯罪的勾当而锒铛入狱,那我的家人将如何面对世人?孩子的自尊心将受到多么巨大的打击? Middle-aged people, I found that my courage is getting smaller and smaller. I am afraid of unemployment. If I lose my job, I have no source of income, what is the child’s school fee paid for and what is to be used to support my country’s old mother? I am also scared of illness. If I fall ill, how old is the anxious mother? My wife is going to work side by side, busy with housework, and rushed to the hospital to take care of me. How did she cope with it? I was afraid of going to jail. Although I have never thought of murder and arson, corruption and bribery, how can my family members confront the world if they are jailed for being guilty of misdemeanor crimes? What a tremendous amount of child’s self-esteem will be Hit?