转眼间,我也写了七年了。再抬头看看那些写了几十年的,有时我会怀疑,自己是否能坚持到那时候。倒不是我对文学的热情不够,事实上是我不太自信——太多科班出身的才子才女们,他们谈起文学来头头是道、洋洋洒洒,他们完整的文学知识体系和文化视野……都使我的写作变得十分可疑,仿佛滥竽充数的一份子,不小心闯进了一个不属于自己的世界,进不了又退不出。我却还残留着固执的倔强。事实上,我也坚信文学是可以训练的,至 Blink of an eye, I also wrote for seven years. Look up again at those who have written for decades, and sometimes I wonder if I can persevere till then. It is not my lack of enthusiasm for literature. In fact, I am not very confident - too many talented and talented women who come from the top of the class. They talk about literature as the first word, eloquent, their complete literary knowledge system and cultural vision ...... all made me The writing became very suspicious, as if a part of the full charge, accidentally broke into a world that does not belong to their own, can not enter and can not withdraw. I still stubborn stubborn residual. In fact, I also strongly believe that literature can be trained to