我,一个不愿经历风雨就想看到彩虹的人,一个拥有理想但又不愿奋斗的人。我经常幻想,这可能成了我生活中的一种洒脱。而且,我常在失败后幻想。我幻想面对新的开始,一定要这样、那样的努力,可随着时间的推移,我的意志又一次次被无形的“恶魔”吞噬掉了,没有了追求,没有了希望,没有了当初那点激情。 I, a person who does not want to experience storms and wants to see the rainbow, a person who has an ideal but does not want to struggle. I often fantasize that this may be a kind of free and easy in my life. Moreover, I often fantasize after failing. I imagine that in the face of a new beginning, we must work like that, but as time passes, my will is swallowed again and again by intangible “demon”. There is no pursuit, no hope, no It was the passion.