在父母和长辈的眼中,从小我就是一位充满阳光、积极向上的孩子,我最讨厌那些看破人生、无所作为的行为。有意思的是,当自己没有心理问题的时候,我确实充满了青春和活力,当心理问题向自己袭来时,我却束手无策,无论自己怎么努力,都无法摆脱内心的苦闷。高中时,我的心理问题越发严重,抑郁之后,最后只得休学。 In the eyes of parents and elders, I was a sunshine, positive child, I hate those who see through life, inaction. Interestingly, when I had no psychological problems, I was full of youth and vitality. When psychological problems hit myself, I was helpless and unable to get rid of my inner distress regardless of my own efforts. When I was in high school, my mental problems became worse and worse. After I was depressed, I had to quit school.