如果生在一个落后国家的偏僻角落里,长大的时候基本上可以肯定没有人能在思想上给你很大的帮助,很多时候,不要说帮助,就连多少能够互相理解和沟通的人都很难遇到。除了性和暴力,我在青春期最主要的烦恼就是几乎找不到能畅快交流的人,总感觉身边的人好像不是笨蛋就是坏蛋(好在我自己在很多方面也非常笨,所以也经常被他们嘲笑,总算大家都能心平气和)。这样想来,辍学后我把大部分时间用来读书寻找答案和慰藉在很大程度上也是一个必然的结果了。 If you were born in a remote corner of a backward country, when you grow up, you are almost sure that no one can give you a great deal of help in your thinking. In many cases, not to mention help, and even the number of people who can understand and communicate with each other Difficult to meet. In addition to sexual and violent, my main trouble in adolescence is almost can not find people who can communicate, always feel like the people around are not stupid is the bad guy (but fortunately in many ways I am also very stupid, so often they Ridicule, finally we can calm down). It is also, to a large degree, a necessary consequence of this thought that I spent most of my time studying for answers and comfort after dropping out of school.