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上学时,习惯了伙伴之间成群结队、热热闹闹,工作后,一个人来来去去挡不住的落寞、孤单,那些认为能陪伴自己一生的人,忽然变成了只是陪自己走一段路的人,其中的凄凉可想而知。习惯是一种可怕的东西,因为习惯着习惯着,就忽然间明白,没有谁能够真正陪谁一辈子。这是一种迫不得已的成长,从最初的不习惯、疼痛,到后来的习惯、淡然。偶尔闲暇的时候,养成了在最热闹的步行街独自逛街的习惯,逛累了,就随便找条长椅坐着,看来来往往、川流不息的人群,一种近乎自虐的执着,似乎这样,也可以沾染一丝热闹一样。可是自己,明明已经习惯了,在陌生的城市,一个人,上班,回家,偶尔见朋友,给父母打电话的生活。有时候,一个人住久了会莫名的累,莫名的烦躁,莫名的悲伤,可是大树的角色扮演
Go to school, accustomed to the partners in droves, bustling, after work, a person come and go can not stop the lonely, lonely, those who think that can accompany his life, suddenly became just to accompany yourself Take a long walk, one of the desolate can be imagined. Habit is a terrible thing, because used to being accustomed to, suddenly realized that no one who can really spend the rest of his life. This is an involuntary growth, from the initial not used, pain, and later habits, indifferent. Occasionally leisure time, develop the habit of shopping alone in the most popular pedestrian street, tired shopping, just sit down and find a bench, it seems that coming and going, steady stream of people, a near self-torturing dedication, it seems that way, Can also be contaminated with a hilarity of the same. But myself, obviously have got used to it, in a strange city, a person, go to work, go home, occasionally see friends, call their parents life. Sometimes, a person living a long time will inexplicable tired, inexplicable irritability, inexplicable sadness, but the tree’s role-playing