春节以来,总是不能把思绪好好地排列一下,乱乱的,摸不着边儿。久卧病床的父亲,也渐渐无力和我们为他翻身的力量对抗了,身体软了下来。5月21日这天,我清晰地记得,早上从胃管里打进去的米糊,他一口口地呕吐出来,身体不时地抽搐,我知道父亲的时间不多了。我给在医院工作的同学打电话请他过来看看,他低声地告诉我们把胃管拔了吧,准备一下后事。父亲最初得病,是2001年10月1日深夜的一次脑出血。因为不懂得这种病的症状,直到第二 Since the Spring Festival, always can not arrange my thoughts well, chaotic, touch the edge. The father of a long bed, but also gradually weak and we turned his power to confront the body softened. On May 21st, I vividly remembered the rice cereal I had dusted into the stomach tube in the morning. He vomited a mouthful and the body twitched from time to time. I knew my father was running out of time. I called my classmate who was working in the hospital and asked him to come and see him. He whispered to tell us to pull out the stomach tube and prepare for the funeral. My father was initially ill and was a cerebral hemorrhage late at night on October 1, 2001. Because I do not know the symptoms of this disease, until the second