我一直在思忖:要不要给父亲打个电话,要不要呢?父亲一定是不在家的。他这时也许正站在5楼或者8楼的脚手架上奋力扔上了又一块砖,擦一擦汗的工夫,就被人拼命地吆喝。十几年了,人也上了50,不知道他,还受不受得了。但父亲是心甘情愿的,至少他每次与我说话都在努力表达这样的意思。 I have been wondering if I would like to give my father a call or not. The father must not be at home. At this time, he may be standing on the scaffolding on the 5th or 8th floor and struggling to throw another brick. When he wipes away the sweat, he is desperately drunk. For more than ten years, people have also been on the 50th, do not know him, but also suffer nothing. However, his father is willing, at least every time he speaks to me, he is trying to express this meaning.