“我出生于南方农村,家里不太和睦,从小我就像生活在一个冰窖里。长大后的我表面上看起来乐呵呵的,但常感觉周围没有人能了解我的内心。我谈过几次恋爱,但都不太顺利,直到遇到现在的丈夫。我们恋爱两年后结婚了,我觉得自己的心慢慢温暖过来了。不久后,我父亲病倒了,我觉得天都塌下来了,心里很害怕,再加上后来我不小心流产了,心情低落到谷底。我几乎天天 ”I was born in the southern rural areas, not harmonious at home, I was like living in an ice cellar .I grew up on the surface I look good, but often feel around no one can understand my heart .I talk After a couple of times I fell in love, but I did not go well until I met my husband. We were married two years later and I felt my heart warm slowly. Collapse, my heart was very scared, plus I later accidentally miscarried, and I feel depressed to the bottom. I almost every day