失去之后北山的平台上,获奖学金的同学正在合影留念,背景是宽甸全景和蔚蓝无际的天空,温柔的阳光下,他们的笑脸很灿烂。第一次,光荣的时刻没有我,是我放弃了光荣,还是光荣抛弃了我?茫然若失……失去了,但我不能掉下眼泪,因为前人早已说过:如果失去太阳的时候 After the loss of the platform on the North Hill, the scholars were posed for a picture with the students. The background was a panorama of Kuandian and the blue sky. Under the gentle sunshine, their smiles were bright. For the first time, the glorious moment was not for me. Did I give up glory, or did glory abandon me? Lost, lost, but I can’t drop my tears, because the predecessors already said: If you lose the sun