我要杀人 这只是个发泄性的意愿。似乎受到某种不平的对待,不明的压抑或者别的原因,突然兽性大发似的想:我要杀人。通常是在头脑中完成这一过程(却不在乎他是男是女,高矮胖瘦,随便盯着某人),从中体验到一种毁灭性的快感。但很快这一过程则退化成了一种表演,变成了一个日常事件。既没有刚开始的快感体验,也没有在理智恢复后的一种自责。他如同每天在报纸头条看到的杀人案件,电影中灭人无数的英雄和新闻中远方的种族大屠 I want to kill this is only a willingness to vent. Seems to be subjected to some kind of injustice, unidentified repression or other reasons, all of a sudden like animals: I want to kill. This process is usually done in the mind (but does not care if he is a man or a woman, tall and thin and staring at someone), to experience a devastating pleasure. But soon the process degenerated into a performance that turned out to be a daily event. There is neither the pleasure experience of the beginning, nor a self-blame after the restoration of reason. He is like the murders every day seen in the newspaper headlines, the myth of the heroes in the movie, and the ethnic genocide in the news afar